Undecipherable

I wish
I could tell him
Her
Someone
Anyone
Who will listen
No one
Seems to see me screaming
For help
Internally as I cut myself
Down
Away from my ambitions
My hopes
Are gone
Forever
I will remain
Undecipherable.

Shadowed Soul

This feeling,

This terrible, dark, and eerie feeling,

That lies in my heart,

slithering like a snake to the front edges of my mind.

It adds weight to my shattered soul,

unable to carry it as a whole.

Consuming my being,

till the light of my spirit is shrouded and drenched,

in a thick armor of hatred.

Unable to see the light of day,

pushing everything away,

into the outer reaches of my heart,

until I have nothing left but the dark.