Forever Not Seen

There is a girl who sits all alone in the darkness, she is afraid of what lurks in the shadows. She sits there in her corner, crying, over everything that is, was, and will never be. Her hopes and dreams crushed by reality at such a young age. Desperately wishing to be found,to be seen, or to be loved, but she wont. She will forever be trapped in her tiny opaque corner alone, unsheltered, cold, and invisible to the world.

Lost on a Path of Darkness and Pain

There is this strange feeling in my soul.
It shows up every so often,
and I begin to feel like a fool.

These people I call friends,
with them I don't quite fit in.
I pretend and I try,
but the truth is that my life is a complete lie.
I don't know who I am,
all I know is where I've been.

Down the path of darkness and pain,
stuck at a fork in the road.
Not sure of where to go.
I'm lost and I'm scared.
I just want to scream out loud,
and let my pain shatter the stale chilled air.
But I don't know what to do,
I'm lost and confused.
I'm just waiting for that light
to save me,
show me a new life.

Without a Soul

In this constant state of sorrow,
my heart doth wallow.
Alone,
Afraid,
of things that will never be.
Teaming,
are these feelings that wish to be free.

Destined to be alone forever and always.
Just a pitiful melancholy being,
searching for a  soul,
a spirit,
that use to be,
my true self,
but I find nothing,
and have to live out a lie,
For the rest of my life.

Not knowing who stares back,
when I peer into a mirror.
Memories that almost seem stolen,
out of place,
in the opaque and mysterious corners,
inside the labyrinth that is my mind.

Thin Air

I hate everyone,
I wish they would all just disappear,
Evaporate into thin air.
I just want to be alone,
Where no one can hurt me.
Where I can do nothing else wrong.
Where I wont disappoint anyone,
Because there is no one to disappoint.
No reason to feel left out,
Because I'm all there is.
No boy to break my heart,
Because there is no one to love.
No mistakes,
Because there is nothing to mess up.

In that case,
Maybe I don't want everyone to evaporate,
Maybe I don't want them to disappear
And maybe I don't hate them....

I only hate me,
I want to disappear.
I just want to evaporate...
Into thin air.

Dreaming of Love

When you sit so close to me
My body begins to shake
And i cant control my heart rate.
Rapid and strong,
Trying to leap out of my chest.

How warm is the touch of your leg against mine
How I secretly pray that your hand reaches for mine
Fantasies of your love take me away from reality,
But in the end I come crashing without vitality,
Because love is something i'm cursed to never obtain,
To never attain,
Just to dream of from afar.