Crimson

The world, tainted crimson red,
Crimson red from scars,
Scars left behind,
Left behind when i close my eyes,
Close my eyes upon this world,
Upon this would and open them to a new,
A new realm where he resides,
He resides here, my protector,
My protector with opaque wings that reach towards the sky,
The sky that sparkles like a cerulean crystal,
Cerulean and pure like his sorrowful eyes,
Eyes that gaze upon me with longing and ardent love,
Ardent love and the hope to never be apart,
Apart when i awake to this crimson,
This crimson world.

My Secret Wish

I wish I could stop this,
These feelings I have for you.                      
They are unrequited,
I know, but still...
My heart speeds up,
Every time I hear your voice,
And stops when I see you.
When you are near me ,
I try to take in your scent,
So that even when you leave,
At least it's still there,
Lingering lightly in the air.

I'm sorry,
That I can't be that person you adore,
That person whom your heart beats for,
That person you go to when you're in need,
Who's presence makes your spirit feel at ease.
I wish I could be the one you wished to be with,
I wish that you would let me into your closely guarded heart.
But I'm not,
I'm not that person,
And I know I never will be,
But I tell myself it's okay, because,
Just for a few minutes I can pretend,
That maybe that person you need is me.

Even though it hurts,
When you talk about other people,
I will always be by your side,
Crying silently on the inside,
Because, I still secretly hope that one day,
You will see me.

Dreaming with Eyes Wide Open

Dreaming with my eyes open,
but my ears closed.
My mind beyond the ominous crystal skies that glow with fragments of energy,
Which light the opaque pathway to my eternal escape.

A spacious field of golden wheat,
That sways with gentle push of the summer breeze.
The sparkling clear spring,
That flows into the forceful currents of the waterfall,
That pours into the serine river where I lay on the bank.
The beautiful, tall, strong trees that give shade to my body,
Overheated from the stinging rays of the powerful sun that looms so high above.
There I lay,
Running my fingers through the cool water of the river that tells a story,
A story of love and woe.
And I listen to the whispering voice of the river,
With my pure unloved heart,
And I let my spirit flow away with the current,
And remain blind to all that lay before me.

Fairy Tale

If you could only know
If i could only let my feelings show
If you could only see,
The pain that lies behind these lying eyes.
I wish i could let my feelings be known.
And not keep them secret anymore
We could be together like in a fairy tale,
That's how the stories always go.
There's the damsel in distress
And the prince who out shines all the rest.
He comes to save her and they ride off in the sunset.
But,Life is not the like fairy tales.
Not all damsels ride off in the sunset.
Some of us get left behind,
In the shadows consumed by darkness and pain.
There's no story for the ones in the shadows.
No happily ever after,
Just a once upon a time.